God’s unfaithful love

For the past 3.5 months, R has suffered from a severe Migraine.  I’m not talking migraines, as in, he gets one, it goes away, and then comes back a week or a few days later.  I’m talking 1 migraine, continuous, for 15 weeks now.  He’s not been able to work, Disability has been difficult as they are not consistently sending the extensions out to be verified by the doctors and such.  He was finally able to get in to a Headache specialist.

Today, for the first time in 15 weeks, we have confidence in the doctor that they’ll be able to possibly resolve the headache.  I give all the credit to God.  He brought us through this, he brought us to this doctor, and he is allowing something that didn’t work before, to work now.  After R called me, after his appointment, my computer played a song from Jeremy Camp’s album “We Cry Out.”  That song was You Never Let Go.  Here are the lyrics:

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I’m caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won’t turn back
I know you are near

And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?
Whom then shall I fear?
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/matt_redman/you_never_let_go.html ]
(Chorus:)
Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me

And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We’ll live to know You here on the earth

(Chorus)

Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You

He never let’s go.  He was and is there, always.  I felt so comforted by this reminder today.  For the first time in 15 weeks, R was in a good mood, smiling and happy.  The Migraine isn’t gone, yet.  But it was almost manageable.  The work the doctor did was temporary and he has to go back next week for the next step.  But it’s a start and it’s further than we’ve been before with the other doctors.

God is so great and so faithful, and I’m hoping that R has learned what God has wanted him to learn and that we will soon have this behind us and able to move on.  Until then, I continue to praise Him and thank Him for what he has blessed me with.  I can not thank Him enough.

God bless you all.

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